Red Head Gone Blonde

friends call me Bina <3Probationary Fire fighter in Jersey, Bring on the heat. I'm a retired winter guardie always a dancer singer part time lover an a full time friend<3 Marched Bush 2013. I lost my best friend July 23,2013 forever in my heart you will stay<3 601

themomentsifeltmostalone:

Being As An Ocean - Dear G-d

themomentsifeltmostalone:

Being As An Ocean - Dear G-d

(via herlostdreams)

Jenna Anne - Lost and Found

jennaanne01:

Lost and Found (Original Song) - A song about the kind of love gives in wholes and halves. Enjoy. xoxo

It’s coming…the self destruction. I am plummeting to rock bottom 😓😓 god I just need you

This is from Tuesday, but today I started my day at the Philly airport and brought my nephew back to Denver Colorado. Which then I got lost after dropping him off, and some how brought myself to relax and found my way back to the monorail then I went into an elevator and hot my second set of tickets. Then went through the TSA for a 2nd time. Found my gate and sat for about 4hrs alone and cried like alot. I picked up the phone and called my bf and he calmed me down and told me to just relax that he&#8217;d see me soon. But being alone made me think and boy did the smoke get heavy. I could be happy with another human being, Im okay and I&#8217;m not going to walk away like I do/did to everyone else. From Denver I took a flight to Chicago and didn&#8217;t get lost! Then I sat there for about 4 hours and finally got back on track with a flight home to Philly where my boyfriend then told me he was still in jersey and I get through the doors an see him an my step son and I couldn&#8217;t help but cry cause I missed him so much. Maybe the adventure was worth it. Love is a funny thing. Traveling soldier

kellster82:

fucking ellen

(Source: ellen-degeneresfan, via theworldisbright)

ccfallingaway:

I am okay..

ccfallingaway:

I am okay..

(via jess-saddler)

brbbl00dbending:

One of the few times where Iroh is blunt as hell

(via theresagaara)

ccfallingaway:

This picture is so basic but taking a step back and looking at it closely makes me feel bad. I would drink a sleeping tea every night in hopes that it would help me sleep. But my insomnia wasn’t cured by this tea. Probably contemplating my life as usual. Scars.  Tears. And fears. The life I once new, is gone. And I feel like there will be many more of these hopeless times. I mean, it is daily.

ccfallingaway:

This picture is so basic but taking a step back and looking at it closely makes me feel bad. I would drink a sleeping tea every night in hopes that it would help me sleep. But my insomnia wasn’t cured by this tea. Probably contemplating my life as usual. Scars. Tears. And fears. The life I once new, is gone. And I feel like there will be many more of these hopeless times. I mean, it is daily.